| 2nd interview with the CEO/President of the company today at 3pm. I have a great feeling about this job. If i get it, i can stay in Forest Park/Chicago. If i don't get the job. I have to move back in with my mom...to Heyworth...in the middle of nowhere countrytown south of Bloomington, IL. Sure, I am thankfull I am not living on the street or in my car. I do have family to live with. Though. I haven't lived with my family in 5 years. I'm not about to start. i WILL get this job tommorrow :) I will. |
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| 1.5 weeks left in oak park No job yet, but 2 interviews next week. No place to live yet, but must find one by may 15th if get aforementioned job in chicago EEEEEEEEEEEEkkkkkkkkkk |
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| I have an interview tommorrow morning in Des Plaines. Wish me luck.
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| Trying to decide where to live is driving me nuts!
I have 3 weeks to find a job and apartment in Chicago, or I'm forced to move back home to Btown, which kinda sux, but won't be the end of the world. A) It all works out, I get hired the week after Easter pending a job interview and move to Skokie. B) I move back to Btown, pay no rent/very little rent, work a not as stressful part time job, and go back to school for web design.
Both sound appealing in different ways.
Other than that i'm tryin to hang in there. Dan and I have mostly severed our ties cept for that we still share the same phone plan. I've officially taken off my engagement ring. I've decided to try and not drink for a while (upset+depressed+alcohol=bad combination) until I get my head back on my shoulders.
Why is this happening? I don't know, I just don't know...... I know i will always love him.......
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| He doesn't want me anymore. |
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